Monthly Archives: December 2013

You Were Wrong

You thought that chipping away at me

Would remove my core.

You thought if you stole my beauty

I’d never be loved again.


You thought that scarring my skin

Would find its way to my heart.

You thought that stealing my sex

Would mean I was yours.


You thought that cutting me off from the world

Would make me lonely.

You thought holding me captive

Would mean I wasn’t free.


You thought beating me down

Would make it so I’d never leave.

You were so sure

But you were wrong.


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Choose Well

What will you choose

While your insecurities are fanned

Yet you have all you need

And the indulgence feels irresistable

Do you choose

To guard what you have built

Or is the lure of a hollow filled

Worth losing it all



What will you say

When you’ve chosen external satiation

And the heart you’ve trampled

Beats injured in your wake

Will you say

I’m sorry

And if you do

Will that be enough



How will you rectify

The mess that you made

The shame that you feel

The fraud that you’ve become

Choose well

Think often

Take the next right step

Be your model of excellence

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That’s What It Is

It’s the wound that bleeds the most

It’s the tears that fall with force

It’s the fear that pierces your gut

It’s the loss that kills something inside

It’s the days when nothing feels good

It’s the nightmares that leave you paralyzed

It’s the moments you wish you were invisible

And the moments that you are


It’s the glimpse of bright light

It’s the mundane sounds that make you smile

It’s the nod from a trusted friend

It’s the butterflies in your stomach

It’s the excitement for tomorrow

It’s the touch from one who loves you

It’s the split second of understanding

That turns into days of knowing


It’s the enthusiasm in your eyes

It’s the peace of self-acceptence

It’s the certainty of your path

It’s the comprehension that you lost nothing

It’s the true definition of forgiveness

It’s the release of all that has passed

It’s the day you came to own it

And the life you lived thereafter

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Alright, Motherfuckers…

I just have to sound off about this bullshit going on with some Atheist Tweeters telling other Atheist Tweeters how to run their twitter accounts. What they should and shouldn’t say, what politically correct words are allowed, and which ones have been altered so you have to jump the fuck over to this new word or term and then me and my precious, cunty friends won’t be offended. How about you go fuck yourselves? Can we make that happen, assholes? For crying in a bucket, shut the fuck up already.

Let people say what they want to say. Let them be who they are. Who are you to demand that another satisfy your emotional and psychological needs in cyber-fucking-space? Or really anywhere, for that matter. Get your shit worked out. All that mess inside that you don’t have the kischkas to confront. Lay your focus on getting real familiar with how life truly is. It’s not going to work out well for you if you need everyone else to behave in a certain way so you can rest easy. Grow the fuck up.

Now for those of you who feel intimidated by certain tweeters and can sense yourself being influenced by their demands on how to tweet, I say fuck those tweeters. They’re not better than you. You created a twitter account so you could have a place to learn, hangout, enjoy some friendships, but ultimately to show us who you are and what you think. Please stay on that track. I so look forward to growing with you. As much as I enjoy giving a good beatdown, I can’t defend or assist everyone and I don’t want to. I’d like to see you strengthen your Atheist Twitter muscles by trial and error. It’s the only way to do it. There are so many supportive people around you so go ahead and risk it.

And as for the ridiculous arguments over who should eat what and who should exercise what constitutional right… are you fucking kidding me? If you have a good argument for something just fucking tweet about it. Let the agreement and disagreement come naturally. Why would you get into someone’s face about such private and personal choices? It’s fucking absurd. Everyone just calm the fuck down already. Tweet your shit, develop your gig, allow for discourse, and stop pushing each other around about really intimate and personal shit. That’s so bizarre to me.

I find that most of those I follow have a similar perspective on this hideous phenomenon. I truly appreciate that. If you’re one of the few that doesn’t, please adjust yourself or take your ass off my TL. I’d like to see enough room here for everyone. Don’t intentionally poke at another and claim that you are standing up for the rights of this or that group or cause. You’re fucking poking because you can do so easily behind your keyboard. You look like a jackass.


That’s all I have for you at this point. Now get back out there.

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Even If You Show Me Yours

I guard fiercely my right to physical privacy.

I’m okay with what you do, try to be okay with what I don’t do. 

Assumptions lead to horseshittery.

Physical intimacy is precious to me.

I don’t share it easily.

When I do, it’s spectacular.

I’m not cold or scared.

I’m warm and giving.

My choices are quite deliberate.

I don’t judge your choices.

I applaud them.

I expect the same in return.


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